I have written, and then deleted, written some more, and then changed my mind, or saved, or deleted again. I have wanted to write so much. But, then after reading it, think no. We have so much going on. I am trying to get organized. We have 5 kids. I need a better system. We are praying about what needs to go in our life for right now. We know Tony has to keep his job for now. We know we will keep doing Advocare because it pays so well. And we really enjoy helping other people. We have to keep the kids, well because they are our kids! Just kidding, no one flip out on me! It is the extra stuff that weighs me down. I am just praying about what to give up. It is so hard for me. I hate giving up things, because it makes me feel like a failure. Does anyone else ever feel this way? Or is it just me? Come on, please tell me other moms do this too?
Did I tell you that we were given 1000 towards our adoption from one of Tony’s Aunts. So now we only need 3000. I am amazed that God is providing like this. I know I said that I would put up a paypal thing, but we are having issues with it. So if you want to give towards the adoption you will have to contact us directly. His provision comes from where we least expect it too. I love HIS surprises. God is so good. Okay I will write more tonight once my little ones are in bed!
